How to Date Yourself in 10 Ways
Another Valentine’s Day has come and gone, and I’m left thinking about Cupid’s arrow and L-O-V-E.
This year, though, it was less about me spending an hour shaving and more about reflection, introspection, and a journey into the heart of self-love.
Believe me, I’m no expert at the fine art of fierce self-love. I’m generally much better at self-deprecation and self-sabotage.
Backstory: I first began processing the idea of dating myself as I was going through a major, major breakup last year. It was the most defining relationship I’d ever been a part of; it was with a man who was the first person to ever know me- the good, the bad, and the early in the morning me (yikes). It was a tumultuous, terrible, wonderful, bright, miserable, enlightening, and invigorating relationship- all at once. But, he just changed his mind one day. Something about not being able to stand me or something. And when it was over, I was, simply, alone.
I didn’t know where to turn for the highs and lows I’d become so accustomed to over the years. I didn’t know who to run to or how to distract myself from reality. I didn’t have a definition anymore. It sucked big time.
I was in hell. And not because I missed him. I was in hell because I knew in my deepest deep that I was just going to have to be me. I didn’t know me and I didn’t really want to get to know me, either. It seemed too scary. What if I didn’t like me once I got to know me?
Without much of a choice, and in a last ditch effort to pull myself up from the pile of potato chip bags and Ray Lamontagne CD’s, I took myself on a date. I went to see a movie. Alone. By myself. Yes. Me in the theatre. A movie I couldn’t talk anyone else into seeing with me. So I went. Just for me. And I dressed up. And I bought myself some sour candies and a big old popcorn. And it. felt. so. good.
It actually was really scary. It was invigorating. It was wonderful and terrible and enlightening and gave me all the things that my relationship used to give me. And, like the “duh” billy club beat me over the head, I deeply understood that the most important relationship that I will ever have, the truly defining relationship that I can count on forever, is the one with myself. I think Carrie Bradshaw said that once. Which makes it true.
I began thinking: I had devoted too much time to worrying about the opposite sex, busying myself with finding “the one” to fulfill me.
Then, somewhere a shrill voice inside me said, “WAKE UP LADY! You’re “the one!”
And I also realized, that like any relationship, my relationship with myself would take cultivating and attention. Work and Effort. Thought and Care. It would take putting myself in uncomfortable situations and pushing myself to make me a priority.
Stay with me, here. Give this idea a moment to sink in. I asked myself some hard questions.
What if I just met me? Would I make a good impression on myself?
Would I have a crush on me?
No.
I’ve got to give it attention, this real-life romance with myself, as if it’s a brand new relationship.
I don’t know about you, but washing my hair is a must for a first date. Also, clean underwear. I psych myself up, I talk kindly about myself, and I don’t talk about my past relationships (or gas).
For me, it looks like putting my best foot forward, as if each day is a first date with myself. And it goes a little something like this…
How To Date Yourself in 10 Ways:
1. Get ready: shower, shave, put on your feel-good make-up and do your hair in a fun, flirty, very you way. Every day. Make time for it. Maybe even get your nails done, and a fresh new haircut. Whatever it takes to make this feel real.
2. Wear something fun that makes you feel oh-so-good. Show off your personality. Think about the you that you want to present to the world. You can forget a cleavage-bearing shirt everyday, unless that’s your thing.
3. Clean your space. Imagine you’re expecting a guest to pick you up for your date. You wouldn’t have an unmade, sick-dirty bed if you were going on a date, would you? No. You’d pick up the trash off of the floor and put your laundry away. You’d also probably do your dishes and clean your toilet. Probably.
4. Tell your friends how excited you are. Only this time, it’s how excited you are to get to know you. Tell them your goals, your specific hopes, everything about you that makes you giddy. And when they follow-up to see how your new relationship is going? Be honest. Use your friends and support system to hold you accountable.
5. Have a plan. Lunch? Movie? That new restaurant or museum? Walk in the park followed by wine in the grass? A home-cooked new recipe prepared at home? Do it. Give yourself the courtesy of scheduling and keeping a date.
6. Give yourself a thoughtful gift. Flowers. Candy. A mix tape of your favorite tunes. Those earrings you’ve been eyeing. And celebrate milestones. Days, weeks, or months of progress deserve attention, just like in any relationship.
7. Leave yourself love notes. Sticky-notes on the mirror, your favorite quote scribbled inside your notebook, an inspirational photo, or
8. Talk only positively about yourself. You wouldn’t go on and on about your nasty habits or your dysfunctional family or your bout with depression on a date, would you? Maybe you would, after some wine, but focusing on the positive, at least this early in the game, always yields better results.
9. Get to know you. Journal it. Learn who you are, what your goals and dreams are, and who you want to be. Your best self. Explore what that looks like. Map it out. Devote time to this part of the relationship; it will be the foundation that keeps you in a happy place when the going gets tough.
10. Kiss yourself goodnight. Develop a night-time routine that is all about self-love. Maybe a cup of tea. Maybe a soothing read? Maybe some music? Sink into bed with that feeling that it’s all falling into place.
It’s seems so very simple; clean underwear and sticky-notes on mirrors, yeah? It’s more than that, but it’s just that straightforward for me. It will take days and days of sticky notes and clean underwear and kissing myself goodnight, it will take the practice and dedication that I’d usually be putting into my relationship with someone else, it will make me uncomfortable sometimes, and it will make life feel magical because I’m learning that I can give myself everything I need.
One of these days, the love of my life will unexpectedly appear and it will be me, looking back at myself in the mirror.
[photo credit: weheartit]
Dating yourself is such a simple idea yet is so beautiful and brilliant.
I agree. Forget silly, immature boys who don't have their shit together. I'm going to date me. 🙂
Ditto! The old saying goes, "you'll never be able to love anyone else fully until you learn to love yourself." That's great and all, but for me, loving someone else isn't my end goal. Developing a fulfilling relationship with myself is the end goal- if someone else falls into my lap, fab, but if not, I've got love in my life covered.
Im not really sure how this will all turn out, but its my second day of dating myself, and getting to know the real me. It was brought to my attention by a mentor and sponcer of mine, and in the mist of my mentor sharing this insight about dating myself I paused because I was beginning to have feelings for someone. This someone didn't show any interest, I could feel my inner being pulling away but my desperation to stay connected, i saw myself manipulating myself to believe its okay it will work out but that little voice on the inside said just let go of him, JUST let GO of HIM. So here I am taking on the suggestion to date myself because I keep running into men who are not independent. So I'm off on a journey. You all really encourage me, I didn't know there was a such site to do this… I'm
almost in tears..
Dating yourself is such a simple idea yet is so beautiful and brilliant.
So very much in love with this post and this idea! Thanks for putting it into words! 🙂
So very much in love with this post and this idea! Thanks for putting it into words! 🙂
I love this!!! As I read through this post, I had a few eye-opening moments. One was after I read the line, 'What if I just met me? Would I have a crush on me?' Wow. I love the person that I am, but I know that I don't let others see that person nearly enough. And, in some ways, I don't let myself BE that person nearly enough. I'm going to try to put some of your 10 steps into practice!!
I love this!!! As I read through this post, I had a few eye-opening moments. One was after I read the line, 'What if I just met me? Would I have a crush on me?' Wow. I love the person that I am, but I know that I don't let others see that person nearly enough. And, in some ways, I don't let myself BE that person nearly enough. I'm going to try to put some of your 10 steps into practice!!
This is awesome. I think I need to go one more "Me" dates. If I lose interest in myself, why would anyone else want to get to know me? If I know why I'm awesome, maybe other people will too! :o)
This is awesome. I think I need to go one more "Me" dates. If I lose interest in myself, why would anyone else want to get to know me? If I know why I'm awesome, maybe other people will too! :o)
I absolutely love this post. I am on the slow road to full self-love (and letting an old love go), and these steps are *perfect* reminders of how beautiful that relationship with myself can be. Thank you so much for putting these into a brave, bold piece for us all. So blessed.
I absolutely love this post. I am on the slow road to full self-love (and letting an old love go), and these steps are *perfect* reminders of how beautiful that relationship with myself can be. Thank you so much for putting these into a brave, bold piece for us all. So blessed.
I love this post, it's so easy to forget to take care of yourself and just plain be nice to yourself! Great reminder.
I love this post, it's so easy to forget to take care of yourself and just plain be nice to yourself! Great reminder.
Great post!! It is exactly what I needed there…
Thank you!!! 🙂
Great post!! It is exactly what I needed there…
Thank you!!! 🙂
All, thanks so much for the lovin' – I could go on and on and on about this topic, so I'm giddy that it seems people connect to it. Here's to treating ourselves like the loves of our lives! Cheers!
All, thanks so much for the lovin' – I could go on and on and on about this topic, so I'm giddy that it seems people connect to it. Here's to treating ourselves like the loves of our lives! Cheers!
I will hold you accountable! Your silly beagle and I will be sure to help keep you on track! All my love!
I will hold you accountable! Your silly beagle and I will be sure to help keep you on track! All my love!
Here here!! Everything here is so true . . . right down to the shaving thing on Valentine's day 🙂
Here here!! Everything here is so true . . . right down to the shaving thing on Valentine's day 🙂
I've never thought about self-love this way, but it totally clicks. Amazing post.
I've never thought about self-love this way, but it totally clicks. Amazing post.
This is wonderful. It's so natural to set aside time for surprises and little acts of love for other people, but so hard to remember that we deserve to treat OURSELVES as well.
This is wonderful. It's so natural to set aside time for surprises and little acts of love for other people, but so hard to remember that we deserve to treat OURSELVES as well.
I love this so much. I wish I had something more eloquent to contribute. 🙂
I love this so much. I wish I had something more eloquent to contribute. 🙂
Dee! Rock on with the self-love and rock it hard. Learning how to love Dee completely will make you so ready to spread that love throughout the world. Wouldn't it be a happier place if we all loved ourselves a bit more and spread that happiness to others? Today was my date day. Before my nanny job tonight, I spent the afternoon catching up on television and blogs. Bliss!
Dee! Rock on with the self-love and rock it hard. Learning how to love Dee completely will make you so ready to spread that love throughout the world. Wouldn't it be a happier place if we all loved ourselves a bit more and spread that happiness to others? Today was my date day. Before my nanny job tonight, I spent the afternoon catching up on television and blogs. Bliss!
Oh sweetness- you GET it. Now it's just practice, practice, practice, eh? Love this gem of a post.
Oh sweetness- you GET it. Now it's just practice, practice, practice, eh? Love this gem of a post.
Thank you so much for this.
Thank you so much for this.
Oh, my gosh. What a concept. I really love this. Thanks so much for sharing, Dee. This makes me want to treat myself better. Be nice to myself 🙂 And I eye flowers every day on my way to work–I’m going to buy myself a bouquet and not wait for someone else to or for a “special occassion.” Every day should be special because I AM SPECIAL. Thank you.
Oh, my gosh. What a concept. I really love this. Thanks so much for sharing, Dee. This makes me want to treat myself better. Be nice to myself 🙂 And I eye flowers every day on my way to work–I’m going to buy myself a bouquet and not wait for someone else to or for a “special occassion.” Every day should be special because I AM SPECIAL. Thank you.
You are an absolute doll! Thank you so much for posting this and giving us some inspirational ideas to treat ourselves well. I love it! I'm looking forward to scheduling a picnic in the park with yours truly later this week.
You are an absolute doll! Thank you so much for posting this and giving us some inspirational ideas to treat ourselves well. I love it! I'm looking forward to scheduling a picnic in the park with yours truly later this week.